Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
“cause even if i’m one in a million, there’s still over 8000 others like me you could choose.”
22 days. 22 days and at least 2 chances to say something. but nothing. though i said there’s a chance i might leave. that i wasn’t so okay lately. yet still - nothing. though i was supposedly special to them. nothing.
but maybe it’s okay. maybe it doesn’t matter. maybe it’ll just be easier that way. maybe.
i know exactly what i’m gonna say before i leave. i have it all planned. not yet, but soon.
away.
@justmeeva
*sits here quietly*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
glad you’re back, glad you’re here 🩷
@justmeeva
💜
still pretty much “away”. still.
tw.
aww how lovely to see that even online tests tell me i’m highly ******** 😊❤️
but who cares.
i’ll use the oncoming break to prepare.
i’m not real.