Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
seriously can’t delay it just a few *** weeks?
i’m telling you every time i have anything nice in my life it gets taken or ruined ***-
i’m so *** done why am i even hoping anything will work out the way i want it to
it never *** does
my mom might’ve been really close to finding my notebook.
but she didn’t. i’d know if she did.
also, i’m staying home monday and tuesday, wednesday is the first day of the break. i’m pretending to be sick. started today. refused a snack, saying i don’t feel very good. it’s going well. i think.
i *** saw him in my dream again
why
how many times do i have to say i’m done for those things to finally *** stop