Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i’m home, and they’re not the cold shivers-
ahem okay whatever.
idk what this feeling is but everything’s so calm and slow and so am i, i’m like really tired but not in the way that it’s hard to stay awake, i don’t understand it
i’ll be back a little later.
i genuinely don’t know.
that was uncomfortable lol.
“the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying” :’)
the explanation of me yesterday. around all those people. they had no idea.
i’m not real.
i’m not alive.
