Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
but with my luck, how likely is that to actually happen? yeah.
man why am i even still trying.
i’m so *** done with myself
idk if i should say anything anymore. i mean i should but what if i say all the wrong things again? again.
okay, one last try. if i *** it up i’ll shut up.
managed to finish that just in time. gtg now.
i’m alive.
i’m still *** alive.
i didn’t even get to do anything.