Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
they always had me around and i couldn’t do anything.
and now i’m home. where i’m never alone. there’s always someone here. my siblings. my mom.
i was supposed to die today.
@justmeeva
Maybe you werent.
eva...?
@unassumingEyes
i was. i was and i should have. i *** should have.
@justmeeva
I cant agree with that, but im here either way 🤍
@unassumingEyes
thank you. <3
and i couldn’t even do that.
i’m the most useless *** person ever.
and now i have to deal with *** mom and school and everything.
i’m so *** done.
i can’t rn gonna go.
mom came home. watch her shout at me for being me in a min.
let the fun begin.
