Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
never enough.
@justmeeva you are, for me, more than enough. I have no doubts about it
“and remember. the next time they tell you they’ll never leave you, oh yes they will.”
okay time to study :D
-a rather unmotivated eva at 12:05am
my eyes want to shut down on their own. they’re so heavy. but i can’t afford to fall asleep right now.
there we go. as *** expected. since staying awake was literally impossible, i decided to get a few hours of sleep and then wake up really early to do the homework, to study for the tests. it didn’t work. now i have to go to school without a powerpoint and do 2 tests which’s topics are complete strangers to me. good job, eva.
oh literally *** you eva. even if you know what you would say, that you literally got the chance to start studying at 12am and that you tried, tried to stay awake, tried to study, then let’s be honest, you won’t get a word out of your mouth when you have to explain yourself to them. you either won’t speak or you will and you’ll cry. *** you. *** *** ***
i’m gonna fail everything. i’m so *** stupid.
i failed the math test, prolly didn’t get a single thing right bc i only finished 1/4 exercises lol, 2 i just left untouched and one i just- did something. l o *** l.
@justmeeva
*hugs if okie*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thanks love <3
@justmeeva
💗 (i’ve reached the heart limit again :/)
oh nvm that was just a glitch lol :')
almost started crying
twice :D
now gonna go to that chem (?) test <3
@justmeeva
wishing the best for you eva 💗
@yyeyiiLy
i managed to do something hehe. thank you 💕
@justmeeva
:0 yay ✨ im glad 💕 always here for u 🥺
@yyeyiiLy
💗🥺💗
no.