Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
nope i’m done.
soon.
idk how much longer i can do this honestly.
@justmeeva *hugs if ok*
@unassumingEyes
*hugs* <3
@justmeeva @unassumingEyes
*hugs you both if okie* 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs you* <3
one day i’ll actually give up.
today was ***.
my head was filled with uh.. unsafe thoughts. all day. it’s not even unusual atp but today was like.. extra.
everyone keeps mentioning the future that i don’t have.
every time, it all comes back to the things, the memories, the people i don’t want to remember. every *** time.