Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
idk what to do i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know
i don’t wanna move
it almost feels like i can’t
i can’t do anything i can’t move i don’t wanna move but nothing’s hanging not for the better at least
i *** hate you life why do you do this to me why
not ok right now
there’s no distractions no nothing
i wasn’t supposed to see that i was literally just trying to go to youtube and because of one wrong letter that *** came up and now i- i can’t
@justmeeva
*offers safe hugs* 😔
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no idk i’m sorry
@justmeeva
it's okay you don't have to be sorry. 💛
can’t move can’t bring the thing i’m stuck
*** ***
it’s so close to me it’s on the shelf next to my bed but i can’t move i can’t
