Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
his voice haunted me and my hands started shaking and everything i’ve worked on came *** flushing down
every *** thing i’ve done to forget, it was all pointless
i’m back to the *** start i give up
i don’t know what mom’s gonna do when she finds out since i’m supposed to stop wearing sleeves by the end of the week but i don’t *** care
my hands are still shaking
can’t right now bye
@justmeeva *sits with you* I'm sorry to hear you relapsed. I know she doesn't understand and that she wants what she wants. Relapses happen. It's a lousy coping method we all know it. Her making demands for it to just stop doesn't help it just adds more pressure 😕
@justmeeva i hope ur safe and ur mom will be…bearable, atleast 💖
@justmeeva
*sits with you too* 💜
a teacher asked me how i was doing. “good” i said. “good”. *** “good”- lol.
i only come here to post rn btw it’s nothing personal i just can’t do more idk
@justmeeva
it's okay lovely. 💜
@justmeeva it’s okay ❤️
i could run away if i wanted to.
eva obsessing over the sky again.
@justmeeva
so prettyy 🥰
@justmeeva Such beautiful colors!
