Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i’m just genuinely so tired. i don’t wanna be here in school, i don’t wanna be around any people, i don’t wanna have to talk to anyone.
but i have no choice, obviously.
ever think about how your life would be completely different if the people in your class were different ones- like- completely different-
i have.. about 3 tests tomorrow. physics where i can use a “cheat sheet” (maybe), but two big ones that are about the whole year’s topics :’) one of them is math :’) :’) *thinking whether to study and fail or not study and fail miserably*
@justmeeva Maybe study alittle bit? Sometimes I think trying to cram too much in your brain all at one time makes it worse to try and remember
Hope it's ok to say good luck!
took only 2,5 hours.
but it’s.. real though.
the pain and exhaustion is obvious when you look at her eyes. my eyes.
oh come *** on-
today, out of all days. today, when i have 3 tests. today- i woke up with *** red eyes. like i had been crying all night. though for once that’s not the case. what the *** man..-
life’s got a serious beef with me wt*