Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i-
i felt my chest tightening. like i couldn’t breathe for a moment.
i’ll- bbl-
i don’t even have the energy to explain it atp. just know it includes my mom and me and my situation. *sigh*..
let that sink in.
mhm.
@justmeeva
“This is a story about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He’s enjoying the wind and the fresh air — until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore.”
“‘My God, this is terrible,’ the wave says ‘Look what’s going to happen to me!’”
“Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, ‘Why do you look so sad?’ “
“The first wave says, ‘You don’t understand! We’re all going to crash! All of us waves are going to be nothing! Isn’t it terrible?’ “
“The second wave says, ‘No, you don’t understand. You’re not a wave, you’re part of the ocean.’”
“Part of the ocean,” he says. “Part of the ocean.”
- Tuesdays With Morrie
^^ 💖
@justmeeva
“This is a story about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He’s enjoying the wind and the fresh air — until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore.”
“‘My God, this is terrible,’ the wave says ‘Look what’s going to happen to me!’”
“Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, ‘Why do you look so sad?’ “
“The first wave says, ‘You don’t understand! We’re all going to crash! All of us waves are going to be nothing! Isn’t it terrible?’ “
“The second wave says, ‘No, you don’t understand. You’re not a wave, you’re part of the ocean.’”
“Part of the ocean,” he says. “Part of the ocean.”
- Tuesdays With Morrie
^^ 💖
@unassumingEyes
the story was so good it had to be posted twice :p /lh
it is good though. thank you for sharing it 🩷
@justmeeva idk whyyy everything posting twice today 😭😭
Ofc 🩷
exhausted.
numb.
not here.
so about that big math test about the whole year’s topics that i didn’t study for. i got 50%. 50%- disappointed? nuh uh. i seriously thought i would get like- barely any points. but 50%? nah i’m proud. and it wasn’t graded, it just showed where our level in math is. :D “retaking the test strongly suggested” yeah that part seemed a bit aggressive and made me feel bad/guilty/idk (me being me) but i still passeddd (not that i would’ve really cared if i didn’t tho-) :p :p
@justmeeva congrats 🩷 big brain eva 🧠 proud of u 🩷
@unassumingEyes
yes massive brain eva 🧠 lol
thank you eyes friend 🩷🩷
@unassumingEyes
autocorrect changed it to “eyed friend” at first 😭
@justmeeva I typed "okay" yesterday and autocorrect changed it to "someone"
...how-
@justmeeva
💜💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
🩷🩷🩷
one day, the memories we’re making right now, will hurt too.