Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
lowkey wanna tear myself apart
“live your life” they say.
”what life?” i ask.
hi death, i’m still waiting for you btw
breathe.
distract.
forget.
how am i supposed to know what to do with my life if i genuinely don’t even know my favourite color?
hey at least someone’s doing great.
last talked
we didn’t have a fight. we didn’t have a disagreement. we had nothing going on. the last conversation was so loving and friendly. what happened? what’s going on? is she ignoring me? why would she? she hasn’t posted anywhere else. has she been to rooms? i wouldn’t know. has she seen my messages? should i do anything about it? do what? i don’t know..
@justmeeva
…i have a friend kinda like this… 😞 we haven’t talked since october. she went on a break and said she'd be back in november… but she never came back. i haven’t seen her around forums or rooms, ever, since then… :') but her profile always says “last active, current month” :') :')
*offers hugs* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
“think and write up what you want to do in the future and why.”
you’re *** kidding me right? tf am i supposed to say? “die”? my plan? *** “nothing”?
well ***-