Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
“you beautiful person” -my little brother said.-
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awe-..
:’)
:’)
so yeah she’s not all bad. that’s why i have mixed feelings about her. that’s why i sometimes feel guilty for saying bad things about her.
@justmeeva
don't mean to make this about me friend but i'm v sorry if it does sound like that. but i get what you mean :') it’s pretty much the same with my mom too. but friend… she may have her caring side and her caring moments and she might not be all bad, but what she’s done to you that’s bad… that still isn't justified. :') *sending hugs if okay* <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs you* (and don’t worry, you didn’t do anything wrong <3)
i’m so dizzy. so weak. so tired.
and all i did today was stay in bed. literally. the whole entire day.
i think my little brother loves me. maybe even needs me. that’s gonna be a bit difficult..
i might’ve missed some tags or posts, everything’s so messy and all over the place. lmk if i did. <3
me and my sister turned my brother into shrek. we made him a foil hat with those shrek ears, colored it green and his face too. depression or no, i can still have fun and laugh my heart out sometimes.
“this is not goodbye, just a… long a** see ya later.”
“i’m… sorry.”
“for what?”
“for… for being such a bad brother.”
”you’re not a bad brother”
“but i am.”
”no you’re not.
you’re just sad”
”...
i guess i am.”
“..but i’m not mad”
”but you should be.”
”but i’m not”
“..why aren’t you?”
“..because i’m sad too”
