Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
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i want to throw my heart away why do i have to care so *** much
you know what’s the only thing that caring brings?
pain.
so much *** pain.
i don’t want to care. it’s not that i regret giving care to people i just hate the *** pain it brings
is it even worth it in the end?
*** you life *** you
i saw her in my dream again.
*sigh*
thanks for reminding me. thanks a lot.
my birthday is in 2 weeks.
before, after, or on my birthday?
was that a good idea? i don’t know. hopefully? hopefully.
