Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i’ve tried at least 10 times now. it won’t post. i need it to post. i want to help. i have the perfect chance and it just won’t post. i’ve tried for like 5 hours, waiting and trying again and waiting and repeat. it just disappears every time. why won’t it post-? (not cups)
literally wtf life? now you won’t even let me help people? i swear i would give up rn but i’m too determined so i can’t
why won’t it *** go through
@justmeeva
is it like a social media site or something friend? or like a forum? is there any mod or admin you can contact/ask? :c about why it won’t post 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it’s youtube, actually. i came across a vent comment that’s fairly new, but every time i try to reply, it appears as if it had gone through, and once i refresh, it disappears. and i’ve commented on that account before so it couldn’t be any settings thing.
(not expecting a reply or anything btw, you don’t have to know how to fix it obviously <3)
@justmeeva
that's weird. must be some sort of weird glitch on their end, do you think you could contact their help centre and ask about it? or if your using the app then try checking for any updates? or maybe google what kind of glitch this might be
idk i'm not much help sorry 😅 just some thoughts 🩷
just imagine it's in white text lol :') i'm sorry… 😭 😭 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i know :’) and neither is chatgpt, i’m trying the help centre rn but it’s not looking very promising so far :’)
@justmeeva
yeah i looked it up and it says if your having some technical issue or something you have to go to their community help forum and those will take some time for replies… :') oof. 🩷 :c
@_@ maybe post with another account?
noo it posted but then it disappeared when i edited it oml ok ima try one more thing.
@justmeeva
*cheering brat (me) is cheering for you* 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
that’s so cute awwee 🩷
@justmeeva
🩷🩷🩷
it did it did i think it did finally please now stay there aswell mhm- …..
nvm.
…..
try number…
1000 probably.
…
*sigh*
@justmeeva
:c
y e s i think it finally did it’s not gone after 2 refreshes it might actually stay eeeeee
yesssssssssss they stayed (had to split it into 2 though it wasn’t even long-) eeeeeeeeeeek
and i can see them from another account too wooohoooooo oml took me literally the entire day but i did it yessssss
“you know.. i think you realise it too, that.. when people go through something, when they’re stuck and don’t seem to find a way out, they crave someone to help them, to pull them out. they just think they’re not worth it, and that’s what’s holding them back.”
i might just start crying. awwe…
that one person going “i love you.” under all those comments..