Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
and even yesterday he said he wouldn’t leave unless i came to talk to him so i basically have no chance of getting away from this *** now that mom’s not here
they’ll probably come inside if i decide to stay inside or lock myself somewhere ngl
and i know he means well he just wants me to go with them but no is no-
i just can’t do people right now it’s *** torture being around anyone that’s not my parents or siblings
so they’ll be here in a minute.
rip me.
he tried to get me outside. luckily he didn’t come inside by himself. he told my sister to go bring me, i didn’t go. the disappointed sigh- now they’re playing outside. they’re talking about me, planning how to get me to go with them-
they’re trying so hard xD
that knock was loud wtf- it sounded so aggressive welp-
if they manage to get me to go with them (they won’t tho) then they’ll ask all those questions that i have no valid answer to and the man’s gonna talk/ask about my future or plans and just no i’m not doing that