Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
staring at my ceiling, searching.
@justmeeva
*do you find what you're looking for, Eva? ☺*
@VictoriaLove7
nope :’)
@justmeeva
Eva, I got a random question if okie ☺ I saw a thread write by a teen with a kuromi pfp a while ago but cannot remember the name, I wonder if you know, if okie to ask ☺
@VictoriaLove7
idk if that’s the one you mean, it’s not a teen though but you commented under it so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i’ll just add the link, tell me if it’s the one or not ❤️
https://www.7cups.com/forum/depression/General_2427/Needsomehelpadvice_332939/
@justmeeva
yes yes, it is that one (｡╹▿╹｡) Thank you, Eva! o(^▽^)o
@VictoriaLove7
yayy you’re welcome :D <3
i think it’s working.
well something in my vent apparently sounded like i was in crisis and i don’t have the energy to try and figure out so. there it goes.
moral of the story i hate myself, disappointed people yet again including myself and just
i don’t know.
i just kinda gave up.
i’m just.
sad.
she’s mad again.
said she’ll take my devices away tomorrow, until the end of the day.
which means i’ll have no distractions for the entire day. and my headspace lately isn’t exactly pleasant. or safe. so i don’t really know what to expect. though i can guess.
*sigh*..
