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Eva’s Crazy Mind

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justmeeva January 21st, 2024

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

“the only person you can trust is yourself”

….. 

i really wouldn’t be so sure of that. 

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

i know one way to numb this pain.. 

……….

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

someone save me before i try to save myself…

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

why does every passing minute seem so long?

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

i could.. 

…..

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

everything looks so slow and blurry…

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

it’s hard. really *** hard. 

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

i’m so close to………

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

it’s only getting worse. 

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justmeeva OP March 5th, 2024

i might…