Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
ykw? *** it. what could possibly go wrong?
what if it was a mistake?
what if it was a mistake?
what if it was a mistake?
tw?
suddenly, i seem to have to remind myself to breathe. (i’m freaking out.)
confusion. pure confusion.
apparently, i was just wrong. but was i tho?
trying really hard not to snap and do something right now.
it’s all pointless why am i here every *** thing reminds me of something that’s painful to remember and i can’t escape it when is it gonna finally *** stop
maybe i should just stay away from everyone forever, that could be a great idea
mmm can’t wait to have the chance to be alone in my room in the darkness, just me and my brain.
well, here we are now. all alone.