Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
okay, time to be productive..
*nervous laugh*
(i’ve never succeeded at those.. ever.)
lol i have so much homework which includes studying for a math test tomorrow, plus the *** overdue stuff that i’ve been trying to work on for like multiple weeks but guess what? haven’t done ***.
i get so stressed so quickly :D
reading this text from a workbook. absolutely no idea what i just read. i don’t remember anything. it’s like it doesn’t even register in my brain. i just read those lines, but they go straight out of my head. it’s impossible. how am i supposed to get anything done like this? what a great, motivational start to this study session.
man i can’t. this one time i start doing my homework at a completely normal time, compared to the usual at least, i can’t do anything. and i can’t seem to be able to do anything about it either. how could i do this when i just can’t? *** great.
i can’t even understand the assignment, the exercise- those are just words, they’re not forming a sentence to my brain- what the actual ***?
kinda tempted to just write to my teacher that i can’t do ***. but also.. it’s 7pm. idk. probably won’t. but what if i did? hmm.
stupid. stupid. stupid.
time goes by. second by second. minute by minute. and i’m just sitting here, unable to get myself to do anything.
basically gave up.
