Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i hate this *** life i have i wanna go away i can’t do this anymore
no matter how hard i try at the end of the day it’s all pointless my life’s pointless and meaningless why do i keep trying
so many *** tears
all my dreams are gone and meaningless
all the people irl who were so *** special to me left like it was nothing
it’s not gonna be okay it’s not
not today not tomorrow not in a 10 *** years because i won’t be there in a 10 *** years
i hope i don’t have to *** wake up tomorrow because i’m done i’m done i’m done
oh also a little trigger warning up there ^
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