Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
that’s me, breaking down.
how can people get through things like this but not me why am i so weak
my head hurts from all this crying
and the tears are not stopping
i need help i’m not gonna make it out alone
god what am i saying i’m not making it out at all doesn’t matter if alone or not
i wish i never had to come to this *** of a world
i’ll never be okay
i’ll never get to be happy because all i know is pain
pain pain *** pain
