Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
wish she was- .
oh and believe me, this is not the first, or second, or 50th time I’m thinking this.
distractions distractions distractions.
ima just- bbl.
kinda between staying completely quiet and begging for help idk.
wondering what my school (teachers, principal etc (they’re kind people but i’m “one of the best students” so uh-)) is gonna say when i say that i never want to study again :D (it’s a lot deeper than just that)
like i have absolutely no plans whatsoever for what to do after 9th
and tbh i’m not sure there is an “after 9th”-
…
iykyk.
so quiet..
back to school.
