Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
the night’s really getting to my head lol.
but in a way.. that darkness is comforting. it’s like.. home. once you don’t resist it, it becomes your home.
now that i think about it, my home, the physical building, never gave me that kind of home feeling. i don’t even remember.. ever.. being excited to go home really. strange, isn’t it.
ok that scenario was.. dark.
i’m no strangers with unkind thoughts but that one surprised even me-
and it’s way too ..much.. for cups.
*** hate typos.
got a flashback but somehow managed to avoid it enough and it went away.
crisis averted.. for now.