Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
nah but the worst food choice award goes to eva
and then i complain about looking ~unpretty~ the next day xD
(never been pretty o_o)
*** why am i saying those stuff it’s so not good for my “reputation”-
aaanyways. ~
i’m a little insane rn
i’m just talking unimportant nonsense rn don’t mind it
feel like it’s because of me O_o
oh also knowing me, i’m gonna get pretty.. bad. after this insanity time.
because it usually means that my brain’s fooling me into thinking everything’s okay, when in reality it’s just to ignore something.. bad. or something that would lead to bad.