Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
it’s a bad idea and will not end.
but.. it almost feels like i have to.
like i need it.
though it’s gonna *** me up even more.
i do need to finish one homework.. that means i might just get tired enough for it all to not happen
so we’ll see how it’s gonna go.
but my mind’s already taken over by the darkness, that’s for sure.
we’ll see.
okay so.. basically, nvm, i won’t do the homework because i’ll just finish it at school, plus, come on, this mind’s not gonna get me anywhere even if i tried.
that means.. that it’s basically inevitable now.
