Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
my brain’s telling me not to do it, because it’s gonna hurt. both mentally and physically.
my heart’s saying i don’t want to forget the happiness i used to have.
my brain and heart are at war right now.
“listen to your heart” they say. should i?
it doesn’t matter anyway. i don’t matter anyway. *** it.
there we go again.
*** no i can’t i can’t read those i can’t
breathe eva breathe.
flashbacks.
tears.
pain.