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Eva’s Crazy Mind

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justmeeva January 21st, 2024

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

and that’ll never change will it

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

not for me

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

because pain is all i know 

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

and when i say that i’ll never be happy, it’s not me overreacting or just another part of *** depression or anything 

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

like i literally can not be happy

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

can’t even be okay

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

i know you don’t understand it

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

nobody does

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

and it’s nobody’s fault

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justmeeva OP March 27th, 2024

but when nobody understands, nobody can help