Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
the *** eva?
ok so my brain’s doing that fake okayness thing again which means tonight might just be another interesting one.
it’s also not functioning the way it usually does so everything i say might sound like absolute nonsense
what will i do in the summertime tho? i can’t wear long sleeves then
the daily struggles of struggling lol.
i also gotta do something with myself because i gotta stay clean for idk a month before the end of school bc we might be going to a waterpark for the class trip this summer or something idk
told you my brain wasn’t working. possible tw ☝️
i don’t feel like myself (though, what does that even mean?) at all rn
tw
lol the way my mom went to pick up a *** dog toy made out of rope and threatened to hit my brother with it (she’s done it before) bc he didn’t wanna go to sleep and then laughed a few moments later bc the dog started playing with it
one day i’m gonna give her a speech that will change her whole *** world (i’ve been slowly gathering some points to make in it for years now)
my brain’s not letting me be serious about stuff rn lol
