Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i don’t want to change the way i care, i want to change the way it hurts me.
“we meet again.” she said to her mind. again.
all happiness gets taken from me sooner or later.
maybe that’s why i’m so grateful. maybe.
if you don’t give an overthinker an answer, they’ll spend days and nights searching for it. once they find it, they break.
i wish that one person knew this.
@justmeeva felt this
it’s funny because i wouldn’t have forgotten.
life’s unfair, fine, i’ve accepted it but damn does it have to be that unfair?
it was my first time someone telling me they wouldn’t leave. it was my last time believing those words are true.
i’m sorry i wasn’t enough to make you stay.
my life:
“well that didn’t go as planned”
there’s no escape.
