Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
thinking of that concerningly much rn (:
i’ve kinda had it if i’m honest idk
at this point it’s just pretty much a matter of time.
was gonna say something but nvm can’t do that to the people visiting this thread <3
@justmeeva
it’s okie friend, you is allowed to express yourself here. me understand, me thinks. :') it supposed to be your safes space to talkie and express thought-sies friend… 🥺 mmm me thinks. 🥺
(if this reply make eva friend uncomfy or anything in any way 💜 it okie to get it nommed/flagged, me no was a make you uncomfy friend 😔)
ni friend wuv you.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thank you friend 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i love you too ❤️.
@LoveMyMoonflowers me just realise typo :/ me no want* not was a smh ni 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers @justmeeva *quietly agrees with Moon* this is your space - your home so to speak. You can say anything you want or need to here - visitors or not 💙
@mytwistedsoul
mhms 💕
“i’m not gonna help myself anymore”
*** hope.
*** love.
*** self care or -help or -love or -acceptance.
*** hobbies.
*** school.
*** trying to be better.
*** trying in general.
*** “it’ll be worth it in the end”.
*** memories.
*** happiness.
*** future.
*** life.
*** me.
and now my brain makes me think i see something/someone move in this dark room every now and then, how *** hilarious xD
i should probably get off cups now. see how the rest of the night will go. the worst part might be over but who knows.
so many thoughts. so little words.
i want to say something, i want to give comfort, i want to be there, but i have no words. not a single thing coming to my mind. if anything, they’re not comforting. not at all.
