Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
today’s one of those days where there’s no anger, i’m just.. broken.. and tired.. like.. get me out of here, please..
so much regret
and pain
and memories
and realisation
because you know how some days are just like- you wanna scream and throw *** around and everything
but some days.. you just want to cry. to be held and comforted. to have someone telling you it’s okay. even if you both know it’s not. that kind of ***.
and on those days, you realise how *** lonely you truly are. family doesn’t mean anything in those cases. friends.. are just not a part of your life anymore. you’re all alone..
even darkness leaves you alone for those times.
and that, is a really lonely feeling.
