Feeling unmotivated my violin lesson tomorrow
Dear: Diary
Tonight I need to prepare and practice my violin piece for tomorrow. Now I am feeling unmotivated because my violin teacher told me I am compare him with others, especially when it comes my experience about my former violin teacher.
But I was told him last 6 days ago that my body can maintain 2 hours for our lesson. So he told me I am compare him with my other former teacher. For me and I told him so far and I didn't compare you with my former teacher.
Until now my heart still ache because I know myself that I don't compare him with others.
I don't want to talk him anymore because it so rude to tell me so directly. My depression starting trigger again.
😭😭
@Adelize
How did the lesson go?
Im sorry if his questions made you feel uncomfortable 💕💜
Hello Miss Amanda. I feel I am worthless because I do practice a lot but the problem, his teaching style was not effective to me and he always hurrying me. For me it seems he doesn't see my efforts. I am so tired.
