Idk

I do well in solitude.

In my teens, I surrounded myself with people. Yet they weren’t friends, they were just people.

I don’t really have any strong friendships now.

I talk to my boss more than I talk to anyone. Which is sad, but it works.

Theres not less anguish with solitude. I still reminisce, overthink, I still go through ***. I just do it alone.

Now I do well when I have people. I do miss having that, the social interactions outside of work and family.

I miss having someone to talk to, someone who gets me. But idk