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Dear: Diary

Today I feel I need to improve my self care. I am very happy to open myself with others especially show them who is me. Few people appreciate me at my college. I don't know having mild depression makes me people more discriminate me my mental health problem. No one accepted me who am I especially my music professor and music professor.

As a music education student with having a mental health problem, why they don't trust my skills and ability in music. Sometimes I asked my self being kind and intelligent is the curse?

I wish one day I will prove to my music chairperson and music professor that I am worth student than others.