Just a open space
Well so, this is just a space for idk what lol.. I just wanna write some things and it's better to do it here where no is actually told to listen.. so, if anyone wanna read and reply.. you can do that, I don't mind it. I don't know for how long I will even continue this but whatever and for introduction.. I am 20 years old, from India, I got no social life so you are just going to hear a rant about loneliness.
So many thoughts going on to even write whatever is happening.. I hope I make some progress.
I hope I like today. As I have already disabled every distraction, I will just try to do things to feel productive.
I am trying, I just feel tired
It was a okay okay day. I think it was better than yesterday because yesterday my mind was just bursting, I wanted to split into many pieces. I am not completely calm now but atleast my mind isn't running to somewhere else
I guess I can never escape the loneliness huh🫠 it's okayy, I won't try to fill it with meaningless conversation.. I will just trust this connection and yeah whatever happens, happens 🙃
No matter how much hard i try i can't escape the loneliness, I can just make it a lil bearable.
I guess maybe I won't get better at all, ever🙃
It's even bad than before
Why does it just keep getting worse, I just try and fail that's literally what I do.. I am just so done
I hate myself for feeling like this
Why u hate yourself it's not your fault u feel like this
