Just a open space
Well so, this is just a space for idk what lol.. I just wanna write some things and it's better to do it here where no is actually told to listen.. so, if anyone wanna read and reply.. you can do that, I don't mind it. I don't know for how long I will even continue this but whatever and for introduction.. I am 20 years old, from India, I got no social life so you are just going to hear a rant about loneliness.
@aTinyDroplet
It's okay to feel what you feel and you don't need it to have it all solved in order for you to be worthy just because you don't have a social life doesn't mean that something is wrong with you but rather time hasn't come yet for it.
You can share more about the loneliness you feel as you wish I'm all ears 😊💗
@yasmineishere yup, there is nothing wrong with me. It's just everything has been led me for me to be at this point. Thank you so much for taking your time and replying. Yeah, though I don't see any point in talking about loneliness. It would be just a waste of your and mine time.
I do feel happy still, and it's constant happiness. Oh my god, I am happy since 3 days now. I had around probably 15 hours of sadness in between but oh wow. Even being happy for 2 days out of 3 days feels like such a big achievement. It's crazy
Okay I hope I don't go insane if things doesn't go my way. I hope I am able to handle that.
Okay so I just keep myself busy, keep moving then I won't go insane right. I get that it will affect me but I hope it doesn't make me very sad again. Or is it just my thoughts that will make me go insane, it's okayy still.. I have to give it my all
Is it happening again, am I just going to lose the progress..oops no way, I am not letting it happen.. I gotta move
It's like all the sadness is still there, waiting for the moment for me to drop the guard and then it will just catch me
Okayy, I don't feel bad yayaya
So there is such a storm here..the wind is blowing sooo damn crazy. It's hard to stand still in that. It's 5:54 am and I woke up cause of it. I slept at 3:20 am I think. I was feeling motivational at that time. But now that I have waken up I feel this intense feeling of loneliness in the left side of my chest. It's so heavy. Oops, I hate it.
I feel kinda bad, I will try to sleep..I hope it does not very bad
I woke up with a headache again. Oops, I still have it. I needed like 20 mins to even just think properly. My mind was so shut down. I would say my mood -1.. like a little bad. Oops, I wish things could have stayed that way.
