Just a open space
Well so, this is just a space for idk what lol.. I just wanna write some things and it's better to do it here where no is actually told to listen.. so, if anyone wanna read and reply.. you can do that, I don't mind it. I don't know for how long I will even continue this but whatever and for introduction.. I am 20 years old, from India, I got no social life so you are just going to hear a rant about loneliness.
I hope the next time I do that, it doesn't become this scary but I guess it will be scarier. I just hope atleast the person whomever I share to choose to understand instead of blaming me.
Sometimes I feel like I can't even fit in with anyone so why even bother trying. I guess some people are just meant to be alone and well desire to have someone is just your choice. I hope you change that
So, you don't have to do anything about making a connection anymore. I wanted you to try, you did and that's enough. So, it's fine. It's okayy, we can still do better okay
It's okay. Well, to be honest I want to try still but ah idk. I will let it go this time, let's try again someday later.
Seems like I will be completely alone for a while now. It's okay
Sometimes I just wish I wasn't struggling maybe then people have liked me
Yeah, let's be honest. I am just someone whom nobody likes, at the end I am just alone. But if I am unwanted, so be it. I don't want to change for anyone.
Quote from a movie
"Listen to me! You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you, never wanted you, and in all probability, he HATES you. It's not the worst thing that can happen... We don't need Him! *** damnation, man! *** redemption! We are God's unwanted children, so be it!"
Why do I always end up alone. I just wanna cry. I am so weak
Heyy, you're not weak. It sounds like you've been carrying a lot on your own for a long time. 🫂
@aTinyDroplet
@bobaa13 nope, I am still weak though. It's okay though.
No one can be strong all the time, so it's really okay tho
@aTinyDroplet
@bobaa13 i don't think so if it is, it feels very bad to not being able to face things so definitely not
It really does feel bad, but seriously, no one can face everything without getting overwhelmed sometimes... or even most of the time. Try to be a little kinder to yourself. 🫶🏻
@aTinyDroplet
I am just scared to be alone forever you know, like yeah I am not someone who can make meaning of life if I am not having a home yk. I am not saying like that's all I want, I have passions, ambitions but like everything seems so pointless without it to even pursue it. So, yeah I am not scared to be alone as I am already alone I just am scared that if it will last forever then I will be even more lost