My Journal- Do Not Read!
This is my private, personal journal. Do not read this… Please be kind and respectful of my desire for keeping this private <3 Thank you! <3
Except @Torean. @Torean has free rein in this journal <3 Maybe you can help me sort out my confusing thoughts…
I overate again. I hate having an ED… Addictions are so hard :(
I keep doing that too. Especially on the weekends. I was doing great today until I got snacky later tonight
There was a bug in my bathroom that was pretty close to the size of a tennis ball O.O
What the heck was it? O_O. Sounds kind of awesome or really problematic and gross.
I’m afraid we’re going to mess up again.
How so? It's going to be ok. On that note, we might want to switch most of this to a regular pen pal thread... I think. I honestly don't know if that's necessary or best. But, look, we've gotta think of the group and all the other things we use this place for, right? I meant it when I made my vow, I'll stay good, and I know you can too.
Idk what you mean.
Sorry, I’ll stop writing here.
That's not what I meant
Ok
Where’d you go?
Estoy aqui. I don't seem to get alerts for message updates consistently, despite being subscribed to threads.
You know, my friend used to have this Goosebumps journal, but it became ours, and we'd switch off writing in it. I still have it somewhere, and it's so cringy to read. 😂 Between his bad spelling and the ridiculous things that I talked about.
I’m getting frustrated with constantly seeing dirty posts here. Even our crew…
Constantly huh? I haven't been trolling around much, so I haven't seen most of it... Has anything been triggering? I've seen our crew do it occasionally, and I don't want to encourage it if it's upsetting you. I'm sorry if I've been a part of anything that's really bothered you, you can always let me know.
No, it’s not you at all <3 It’s multiple people, writing innuendos, making me think of things I don’t want to think about. You know?
It’s not triggering. Trauma and abuse and pain and such are triggering…
Have you explored my newest posts yet? :)
Do you think we should make a penpal chat, or just stay here?
That's good that it's not triggering that I'm not, and that makes sense. I feel differently than you about the innuendos, having the addiction that I do, but what you're saying does make sense to me.
I haven't explored the newest posts yet, but it's because I've been focusing elsewhere. Any you think I should see in particular? I'll troll them again either way one of these days. 😁
I don't have a good answer for that one. The penpal chat does seem to make sense.
That first sentence made no sense lol
I have an addiction too… I just don’t want to have it. Or feed it.
Just click on “recent”. A TON of them are mine :)
Good answer? How come? Are you torn too?
Do you think I'm too broken to be loved?
My stomach is making high-pitched squealy noises lol
So was mine last night. 😅 I was so gassy that I was a little miserable...
My throat is killing me, and I’m worried it’s not thrush…
Maybe you're exhausted? That happens to me with exhaustion or big weather changes
I AM exhausted, but that doesn’t affect my throat.
Hrmmm, drink some orange juice, get some rest, and pretend nothing is wrong? It works for me sometimes. Most of the time I feel like I'm getting sicky, it just passes.
I hate orange juice lol
Apple juice?
What shall I draw?
You should draw some humanoid bison-people, dressed business casual and working in an office. 😁
I can’t google that. Lol
Lol, true. I didn't know that was a requirement though. What about... Vultures eating waffles?
That won’t come up XD
What about an octopus doing something out of the ordinary? Just, anything.
Like what???
I dunno, working at a bar? Being a pirate? Running a table at a casino? Being a talk show host? Basically whatever google does have for you in that department
