My first journal

Today 26/09/2026

11.43 am

I'm writing this while sitting at home alone . All my family re busy . I decided to write this bc I'm very lonely and I want to write my feelings maybe I will fell better

My mental health is not good at all , I fell lonely, anxious .... an idea that I have these day and that I can't ignore, "I don't want to grow up " a lot of people wants to turn 18 and live alone without their families due to the problems with them. But for me it's the opposite , my family re treating me so good that I don't want to grow and become independent, I just want to be their little daughter forever. I don't know how to explain but maybe someone who I reading this right now will understand me

I told you this bc I don't have friend to talk with and I really need a person who is willing to be one