Positivity chaotic ✨
Today was positivity chaotic 🫨
Some days are better than others, things happen and it's out of our control sometimes. ❤️🩹
People slamming doors 🚪
People starting crap 😑
People being two faced 🫤
People starting druama 🎭
So today I lost my cool 😧I yelled because people were starting unnecessary crap...
However I'm trying my best to have a good night and stay productive 🙂
I've been spending time with the people I love 💝
I've been doing laundry 🧺
I've cleaned a little 🫧🧹
I am procrastinating a little on some household chores but I know I will get them done! 💯
I've got some good good music I can listen to so I'll be okay! I will make the most of tonight one way or another! 😀
Some days are better then others, got to count the good ones over the bad ones, and same with the positive moments. 😁
The good things I have done today; I ate, 🥑 I've had my coffee through out the day,☕ I woke up, I took my vitamins,💊 I'm still breathing, 🩷 I got dressed, I've worn my heart on my sleeve even when angry!
I hope everyone is doing okay and is taking good care of yourselfs!
@crimsonRaspberries1486
I am good , thank you for asking 😊 💜
I'm glad your day turned around 🥰
Hugs right back 🫂
I'm trying my best to be positive and happy 😊
I'm glad your doing good 😊
@crimsonRaspberries1486 sometimes yelling/speaking your mind is necessary for your sanity💖💖 you got a great attitude, I'm sure your night will be perfect💖💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗 how are things going??
I can see your point of view honey it's so good to hear from you 💖💖I was getting really worried about you! I tried my best to have the best mindset and attitude I can!!!😆 It since I'm hearing from you, 😊 gives you the biggest hug ever
Things are going pretty well I believe since my mother-in-law and I returned home I get to spend as much time as I once with my wife without having to listen to her voice over the phone I am the happiest goddess there can be!!! 😁😁😁 We are trying our best to evict some people that are causing this chaos we have the letters notarized from my wife's mother's doctors so hopefully all goes well! Because we are all sick and tired of this BS. The quicker they are out the better things will be. 🤩
How are you my darling are they taking care of you? Are you getting your proper sleep and food? How are your guinea pigs? How's the weather at home most of all? Are you taking good care of yourself we have so much to catch up on! 💖💖💖
@crimsonRaspberries1486 I hope you can get them evicted quickly 💖 and yaaay! It makes me so happy to hear you and your wife can spend time together 💖 I love hearing about your relationship😁 to me it's like hearing about a real life Fairy tale, true love💖💖
I've been ok, finally getting over this chest infection. Weather is cold but mostly dry💖 I'm taking a break from therapy because it's becoming to intense and has been effecting my mental health in a bad way. My carers/the staff here has been treating me like a princess😁 sorry if I made you worry😕 hopefully I'll be here a bit more💖 hugggggggggggsssss💖 I love you friend💖 oh how is your friend and her son??
@crimsonRaspberries1486 oh no anger is just one letter away from danger🙁 are you ok?
There's a lot going on tears up 😭
@crimsonRaspberries1486 wraps you in a warm blanket and cuddles you up 💖 what's going on sweetie?
Snuggles close to you sobbing
😭😭😭😭Its a lot I'm sorry sweetie 😭😭😭
I just can't take anymore of this heartbreaking crap anymore. The two faced liers, the abuse, using me, lying to me, being someone's slave, and soon I have to leave my wife again. I'm tired of being dragged everywhere and used constantly, I want to life a live to go out and do exciting things with my wife. I'm so exhausted in everyway, I'm tired of juggling everything all at once like a damn robot 😭
My wife and I are stressed and are clashing because we are exhausted and stressed 😫 😥
@crimsonRaspberries1486 😥 I'm so sorry sweetie 😥 life is so unfair it's like the good people can never catch a break🙁 it's understandable that you feel stressed and tired. one day you'll be truly free from all bad things, just hold on to the promise of oneday 💖 hugs you tightly 💖 everything is gonna be ok 💖
Today was even worse, it was a trigger day😭😭😭😭 very bad people from the colt are in my town and the leader and his minions are everywhere like flys😭😭😭😭😭 we found out that he had bought the local Kroger from the old owner😭😭😭 he is a very big trigger to me and has hurt many people I love and care about😭😭😭😭😭 including my loving wife😭😭😭 his colt is a global scary freak fest full of emotionless humans who act like f*cking robots
Starts to cry even harder
Today I'm general was just horrid, I know there are some small positive things that did happen but I've been having these massive emotions. I'm going to journal later and there will be better descriptions there.. I've got to get these emotions out, it feels like I'm going to explode and I don't want to😰
I'm so sorry to lay these out to you, how are you my dear, have you ate, how are your babies doing? 💖 Have you taken care of yourself 💖
@crimsonRaspberries1486
I cannot imagine what it feels like to be controlled by a cult and that they even exist today 💜
It's absolutely terrible but I'm trying to remain faithful to the fact that everything will be fine and that God is by my side and to keep my faith in him and hold his hand as he guides me. 💖🙏🏼
@crimsonRaspberries1486 😥 I'm sorry you have to be around that😕 I would be terrified if I ever knew my owners were around🙁 you need to get away from that place, it's not safe there anymore🙁
My wife and I know of a place where they will never go and we're going to live there 😎😎😎
@crimsonRaspberries1486 why are you not in a protection programme😥 will thread people hurt you if they find you?
That's why I'm limited on what I can say but no we don't have that kind of protection. I will ever give names,places,or detailes of this group. At least I try not to anyways
@crimsonRaspberries1486 yeah I understand your not allowed to release info about the cult, but I just it's um you know what I guess I'm just. Just please be safe 💖 don't let them take you
I think you might have a very good idea on what's going on and maybe even the name... I promise you, you will not lose me, they don't know how strong we are💖
I hope I didn't take you to a bad place dear, if I did I am terribly sorry for that, I would never do that to you intentionally 😭 😭 😔
@crimsonRaspberries1486 no sweetie I'm always here for you 💖 I just know what they'd do if they found me, and that's a huge fear of mine😥 I just want you to be safe and free from theese monsters, I wish there was more I could do to help you. But yeah I have a pretty good idea who they are and why we can't say certain things😥 but yes we are stronger than them and one day we will live in a world where people like them can't hurt us💖 I love you 💗 just be safe 💖
Hello my dear bestie 💘 I will always be here for you too honey, but it breaks my heart that you have a very the u good idea of what I'm dealing with😨 I understand your fears all too well, we must try to protect each other on this platform 💓 we are very strong, we just have to be there for each other and have faith that one day we will be completely save💞
I love you and I don't want the two of us to be in harms way, I agree that we have to be very careful 💝
@crimsonRaspberries1486 💖 how are you doing today?? Is your wife ok?
RN there is a big load of unnecessary drama and my wife's MS is acting up and has been. She's been going through these horrid flair ups😨
How are you honey, how's your baby's?💖
@crimsonRaspberries1486 my fur babies are good😁💖 they I busy eating strawberries right now 😁 my chest infection has gone, so today I was able to do some art 💖😁 right now I'm just drinking coffee and chilling💖
Your wife has multiple sclerosis?? 🙁 that's a terrible illness🙁 I can imagine your both still quite fearful after yesterday🙁 I hope today will be a better day for you 💖 you deserve a mental break please do something nice for yourself today 💖
Her flair ups can be very severe and she is interested thanks to her step father, he's a butt. It pains me when she has these flair ups I get very scared for her well-being, it's been acting up for a while now thanks to all the drama. 😰
The way I do something nice for myself is taking care of the people I love, 🩵 but every night info some form of self care, weather that be eating or taking a nice shower and using peppermint and tree oil for my hair and skin. Me being a mixed baby it helps my hair greatly.
We both need a serious mental break, I'm sure that will happen when we go on our honeymoon soon time when we have the chance to settle down. 💖
I can't tell you how happy it makes me to know that your chest infection is gone and you have the chance to be down right creative with your art. 🖌️🩵 One fruit I will always love are strawberrys, their so delicious!! What's your all time favorite fruit? 🍓
@crimsonRaspberries1486 hugs you tightly, I hope your wife will be ok. I hope you will be ok too 💖
Ok so far I've tried strawberries, grapes, apples, bananas and raspberries. I like them all except bananas😝 not to keen on apples either, their just so much to art in one go
I like all of those, fun fact, I get called monkey and chimpanzee because I constantly eat bananas but I'm always low on my potassium. What art do you like to make?
@crimsonRaspberries1486 hiii 💖 I just tagged you in my most recent art post 💖😁 don't worry I won't call you monkey😂😂 that's mean😂😂how are you today? Is your wife feeling better?
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 I consider you one of my best friends you can call me anything silly lady! I'll get straight to looking, I just woke up and fed the puppies so it's too soon to tell how we are doing, but I promise I will journal tonight since I didn't yesterday💜💖💜
How are you dear? 💖
@crimsonRaspberries1486 I'm doing good I finished my first Xmas drawing of this year😁 piggies are all clean, fed, and warn out💖 I'm gonna start to settle down now to I'm getting tired💖💖
You've been busy, I can't wait to see the drawing!!! 😀 I'm glad your piggies are doing good dear, I hope you sleep well!!💖💖💖
@Tinywhisper11
