Positivity chaotic ✨
Today was positivity chaotic 🫨
Some days are better than others, things happen and it's out of our control sometimes. ❤️🩹
People slamming doors 🚪
People starting crap 😑
People being two faced 🫤
People starting druama 🎭
So today I lost my cool 😧I yelled because people were starting unnecessary crap...
However I'm trying my best to have a good night and stay productive 🙂
I've been spending time with the people I love 💝
I've been doing laundry 🧺
I've cleaned a little 🫧🧹
I am procrastinating a little on some household chores but I know I will get them done! 💯
I've got some good good music I can listen to so I'll be okay! I will make the most of tonight one way or another! 😀
Some days are better then others, got to count the good ones over the bad ones, and same with the positive moments. 😁
The good things I have done today; I ate, 🥑 I've had my coffee through out the day,☕ I woke up, I took my vitamins,💊 I'm still breathing, 🩷 I got dressed, I've worn my heart on my sleeve even when angry!
I hope everyone is doing okay and is taking good care of yourselfs!
@crimsonRaspberries1486
I am good , thank you for asking 😊 💜
I'm glad your day turned around 🥰
Hugs right back 🫂
I'm trying my best to be positive and happy 😊
I'm glad your doing good 😊
@crimsonRaspberries1486 sometimes yelling/speaking your mind is necessary for your sanity💖💖 you got a great attitude, I'm sure your night will be perfect💖💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗 how are things going??
I can see your point of view honey it's so good to hear from you 💖💖I was getting really worried about you! I tried my best to have the best mindset and attitude I can!!!😆 It since I'm hearing from you, 😊 gives you the biggest hug ever
Things are going pretty well I believe since my mother-in-law and I returned home I get to spend as much time as I once with my wife without having to listen to her voice over the phone I am the happiest goddess there can be!!! 😁😁😁 We are trying our best to evict some people that are causing this chaos we have the letters notarized from my wife's mother's doctors so hopefully all goes well! Because we are all sick and tired of this BS. The quicker they are out the better things will be. 🤩
How are you my darling are they taking care of you? Are you getting your proper sleep and food? How are your guinea pigs? How's the weather at home most of all? Are you taking good care of yourself we have so much to catch up on! 💖💖💖
@crimsonRaspberries1486 I hope you can get them evicted quickly 💖 and yaaay! It makes me so happy to hear you and your wife can spend time together 💖 I love hearing about your relationship😁 to me it's like hearing about a real life Fairy tale, true love💖💖
I've been ok, finally getting over this chest infection. Weather is cold but mostly dry💖 I'm taking a break from therapy because it's becoming to intense and has been effecting my mental health in a bad way. My carers/the staff here has been treating me like a princess😁 sorry if I made you worry😕 hopefully I'll be here a bit more💖 hugggggggggggsssss💖 I love you friend💖 oh how is your friend and her son??
🥰🥰🥰🥰 I'm so happy to hear from you I'm so sorry about the therapy getting too intense😰 I'm very proud of you for setting those boundaries for your personal well-being! ❤️🩹💖 You deserve to be treated like a pretty princess, because you are one!! 💓 💖💞I love you my dear friend! I always love our conversations💖 it makes me breath a little better knowing your getting better.❤️ Wait until it gets dryer and colder I don't miss the winters all too much there at home.😂
My wife's mother had a very bad fall the other night because she had a sever seizure. I walked her to the master bedroom where her husband sleeps and I waited out side as a sign for respect and privacy. About 15 minutes later she fell, so I sprinted in there, her husband and I are able to take care of her.😨 She was somewhat coherent luckily but two days before that she had a nasty seizure in her recliner. 😑
All thanks to those people, I administrator her meds so I know she takes all of them, that's how I know that these seizures are stressed inducing. Me having a forensic background I have a very good idea of where all her body got hurt based on the position she was laying in.
Spending time with my lovely wife means more than ever although with this stress we have been bickering a little, but we make up and apologize. 💝The two of us share the same hot head energy and we pick up on each other's emotions and feelings because we are in sync. We hadn't had a chance to bond in anyway, and obviously we want to have that alone time, but it's almost impossible.😞 But we are making the best of the time we have together 💞
I'm not sure when we will be going back to our friends due to my mother-in-laws conditions, but Karols birthday is today so I called on the behalf of everyone and wished her a happy birthday. 🎈🎂💖 Jason had his ultrasound done for his gallbladder and the results come back in maybe one to two days later. I've been praying for both of them.🙏🏼
I just know that since we've been home she's been staying up all night with him, not getting any sleep, and still making it through the day and taking him to his appointments.😰 They are at least an hour away too.😨
@crimsonRaspberries1486 wow! I'm sorry about your mother in law🙁 thank God they have you around to help so much💖 it must be frustrating not to be able to spend quality time with your wife🙁 but being able to see her face every day hopefully makes up for that a bit💖 your friend is a strong lady and a great mother, they will both be ok 💖💖 have you and your wife ever been on vacation?? Where would you go if you could??
I just love you, you have this beautiful prospective that shifts my mindset thank you dear.💝 I try my damnedest to be there for everyone and take care of anyone I can, we all deserve to have someone there for us.💞 It is frustrating but yes seeing her face lightens me up and I fall right back in love with her aaaalllll over aaggaaiinn.💖💖💖💖💖 Karol, you're right it's a very very tough redneck woman I've known her long enough to know that over 3 years. Thank you for reminding me because I am a big overthinker and I wore so much about the people I love. Whether it be my best friends or my friends in general, I am very good at worrying about the people who I love very much. That includes you💖💖💖
It's actually pretty funny that you mentioned a vacation because my wife and I according to the UK laws, that's the whole story that I won't get into that one here ,we are married in the UK💞💖 but according to us standards not necessarily. So anyways we were talking about our honeymoon I think that's just going to end up being our vacation we are thinking about splitting it between Honolulu because we will be buying a house there. And Disney somewhere along the lines of the animal kingdom💓💓💓💓💓
@crimsonRaspberries1486 Honolulu haha! That's a funny sounding place😂😂 it sounds like life is just gonna get better and better for you, and there's no one who deserves that more than you💖💖 love you friend 💖
I intend to build a better life for us
A positive happy loving wholesome home, full of everything that where we live is lacking 💖💖💖💖
Have you ever been outside the UK?
@crimsonRaspberries1486 I'm originally from America, but it was not safe for me there. I was moved here to the UK, after I was rescued and well enough to leave the hospital💖 the UK is the only place I've ever called home💖
The best home ever💖💖💖💖 what are your favorite UK foods?
@crimsonRaspberries1486 icecream😋😋 I don't really like eating
What's your favorite kind of ice cream, mine is either chocolate 🍫 and peanut butter, vanilla🍦, or double chocolate. But then again I can't handle milk well 😂
@crimsonRaspberries1486 I like white flavour icecream😋 don't worry I'll eat enough for the both of us😋😋
💖you pinky promise 🥺🤞🏼💖
How are you doing?
@crimsonRaspberries1486 💖 pinky promise💖😁💖 how am I doing🤔 well I feel like a black hole, beautiful and mysterious... And capable of destroying the world at any moment 😈 mwhahahaaaa😁😁 how's things going on your side of the world?
Yes you are a beautiful mysterious blackhole full of love and happiness 😊💟☄️ yes yes destroy this planet join the aliens and destroy all!💓💞💝👽😎 Things here have been less chaotic but whole lot of anger 😔 I just want some peace 🕊️✌🏼
@crimsonRaspberries1486 oh no anger is just one letter away from danger🙁 are you ok?
There's a lot going on tears up 😭
@crimsonRaspberries1486 wraps you in a warm blanket and cuddles you up 💖 what's going on sweetie?
Snuggles close to you sobbing
😭😭😭😭Its a lot I'm sorry sweetie 😭😭😭
I just can't take anymore of this heartbreaking crap anymore. The two faced liers, the abuse, using me, lying to me, being someone's slave, and soon I have to leave my wife again. I'm tired of being dragged everywhere and used constantly, I want to life a live to go out and do exciting things with my wife. I'm so exhausted in everyway, I'm tired of juggling everything all at once like a damn robot 😭
My wife and I are stressed and are clashing because we are exhausted and stressed 😫 😥
@crimsonRaspberries1486 😥 I'm so sorry sweetie 😥 life is so unfair it's like the good people can never catch a break🙁 it's understandable that you feel stressed and tired. one day you'll be truly free from all bad things, just hold on to the promise of oneday 💖 hugs you tightly 💖 everything is gonna be ok 💖
Today was even worse, it was a trigger day😭😭😭😭 very bad people from the colt are in my town and the leader and his minions are everywhere like flys😭😭😭😭😭 we found out that he had bought the local Kroger from the old owner😭😭😭 he is a very big trigger to me and has hurt many people I love and care about😭😭😭😭😭 including my loving wife😭😭😭 his colt is a global scary freak fest full of emotionless humans who act like f*cking robots
Starts to cry even harder
Today I'm general was just horrid, I know there are some small positive things that did happen but I've been having these massive emotions. I'm going to journal later and there will be better descriptions there.. I've got to get these emotions out, it feels like I'm going to explode and I don't want to😰
I'm so sorry to lay these out to you, how are you my dear, have you ate, how are your babies doing? 💖 Have you taken care of yourself 💖
@crimsonRaspberries1486 😥 I'm sorry you have to be around that😕 I would be terrified if I ever knew my owners were around🙁 you need to get away from that place, it's not safe there anymore🙁
My wife and I know of a place where they will never go and we're going to live there 😎😎😎
@crimsonRaspberries1486 why are you not in a protection programme😥 will thread people hurt you if they find you?
@crimsonRaspberries1486 hiii 💖 I just tagged you in my most recent art post 💖😁 don't worry I won't call you monkey😂😂 that's mean😂😂how are you today? Is your wife feeling better?
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 I consider you one of my best friends you can call me anything silly lady! I'll get straight to looking, I just woke up and fed the puppies so it's too soon to tell how we are doing, but I promise I will journal tonight since I didn't yesterday💜💖💜
How are you dear? 💖
@crimsonRaspberries1486 I'm doing good I finished my first Xmas drawing of this year😁 piggies are all clean, fed, and warn out💖 I'm gonna start to settle down now to I'm getting tired💖💖
You've been busy, I can't wait to see the drawing!!! 😀 I'm glad your piggies are doing good dear, I hope you sleep well!!💖💖💖
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