Stress dream

Well, I had a somewhat weird dream that I was being kind of reassured that everything‘s gonna be OK, but I noticed one lost his view his fingers, a coworker of mine, and I was kind of shocked Somehow I realized I was a dream then eventually realized it kinda wasn’t a dream when my mom work contacts that could tell she was online and I was failing in school or got D’s, but I haven’t but I just graduated grad school like a couple years ago I guess I haven’t been to school ever since man. I’m going through a lot of stress.

Even yesterday in irl, my coworkers have an appreciation day kind of felt kind of forced where I was surprising me with donuts and cupcakes, which I nagged how I felt under appreciated and not acknowledged enough. Which I admit I have been feeling that for months now. I guess i don’t know how I feel about it should I feel a bit appreciated more or I still feel the same.