The duality within us...

I wonder why I'm so complex and contradicting

Today i stalked many of known people on social media and wondered why I wasn't like them and ofc i compared a part of me criticised,judged myself alot i felt so behind.

The conclusion after doing this was that i hate myself I'm such a broken and default piece which just sometimes wants to disappear and be non existent

But a part of showed me compassion a part of me accepted me whenever I feel broken I don't how magically this part of me appears whenever I'm on verge of breaking down this part of me made suffering horribly beautiful.

This part of me made me feel greatful for all the negativity and hardships I faced in life...i alalchemised this part of me through these experiences.

And so did you! You have also gained something that u aren't aware about and maybe you are but just ignoring it

So i want you all to know the challenges, hardships everything you are navigating in life is only transforming you making you a better version of yourself the things that you are going through is just a phase not your whole and this shall pass as well so enjoy each of bit...♥️