Where to go when everything feels heavy ? When nothing feels like home...when everything is too heavy to deal with .. idk what to dooo...I really need a place to vent..
Idk why everything is just too muchh rn .. nothing is wrong but nothing feels like..I m drowning...I want to scream breakk thingsss...ughhhh
@cutegrapes
You can talk to anyone of us here.
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Thank you ð¥¹
@cutegrapes dearrrr 😭 I'm always here for you, truly, whatever is wrong, you can just tell me on penpals, or reach out on the support room, I genuinely love and care about you, I really want to help you feel better dear ❤️
Remember that you're everything but a burden, and that you can truly tell me anything you feel like sayingg
Thank you so muchhh🥹🤍
Love youuu ❤️
Why I m not like normal people? Like I m a weirdo ughh I hate that...I just hate everything about me...It would be better if I wasn't here.. everyone would be so happy..my mother.. brother... And my friends would have never met someone like me...it would be so much better that way.. everything would be better....why my chest hurts so much today...ughhhhh...I m tired of everything
Whyy everything still affects I was over everything or i should be it has been years ... Still i can't think what is right what is wrong damnn how bad she manuplated meee...lol still i m playing victim by saying I did everything bcz of her .... But I have my own brain right ? Then why the *** I can't take one decision right... This decision is gonna be so bad I know still I did that I unblock pb...but she was never wrong she didn't deserve that...I was the evil one
Whyyy is nothing ok.....why is everything just so messed up ....ughhhh damnnn...my head hurts....eyes hurts...blur.....my mind can't process anything anymore i m fine with everything with me..I m tireddddd of life
Everything irritates me....even when it's a small thing...why is nothing going right?..I feel so anxious all the time even when there is nothing wrong.. what if this keeps happening jb mai function mai jaugii then what will I do ?! I don't wanna feel like thisss..I just want to tell someone irl about all this...that I m loosing my mind...but whom?...my chest feels heavy....I want to screammmm.....I should probably just sleep..
I m gonna loose it this time.. i m not able to handle anything anymore.. should I just give up this time ? Bcz this time nothing is helping going outside having fun staying busy talking .. nothing...it's never gonna get better...I also have this feel to cryyy but then i m not able to cry.. anxiety... Ughh it's getting too much for me now...nothing is wrong...but nothing is ok..I m not ok
I would want to give you a hug so much rnnn ❤️😭🫂 I know it's nothing for you but well I hope it can make you feel slightly okayyy 🥺
I wish you could simply feel better and that I could be able to actually do something 😭
I'm sorry dear, I'm sorry if I'm unable to do thatt 😭
It meansss a lott of meeeee 😭🫂
Don't be sorry u are able to do thatt🤎
Thank youuuu 🫂
Ohh reallyyyyy? I'm so glad you feel like thatttt 🥹❤️
Yesssss🥹🫂
Love youuuu ❤️😭
Voices in my headdd aahh...I will really go crazy....i m loosing my mind..what if someday i stopped caring and react on my intrusive thoughts?! Ughhhhhhhhhhh.... I don't want to go anywhere....
Today was busy....umm..my chest hurts for some reason idk why..today was aniversary of my mamu mami and we went to hotel.. and everything was fine until I saw tanisha hugging her father bcz she was sleepy and his father consoling herrr...i was happy for her but I wish my father was here too... I just want to hug him....all i really need is that maybe... My brother and cousin get irritated but ik my father would have never butt..I miss him
I don't want to do anything.....ugh i m toredd tho I have slept for 8 hrs after a long time and still I m tired why...I just want to stay home don't wanna go...I know I will not enjoy there...then why i m even going ?! Why I m so lost... Sad
Why I m not able to get out of all this even after years...ughhh...it has already been 2 yrs since everything ended then why I m still stuck there...why everything still affects me so much...i thought I will be ok ...but i m nott.. i m never...I m srsly going crazy...it's hard to act normal now.. and there it will be more difficult bcz of so many people..
How i become like this ? When did I started hating getting ready or functions?! Maybe bcz I know I will never look good i hate what I see in mirror...
I wishh my father was here
..I misss himmm a lot today...I miss him everytime....everyday...it has been 6 yrs I should be over it but i m not... I should be grateful that I had an amazing fatherr...but i misss himmmm...why people die leaving everything behind... And people say money can buy happiness right ? Then why couldn't money save himm from dying...right people are happiness...how ur mind is.. is happiness....
I really wish i coukd talk to someone now...I don't why i feel kinda alone.. strange lonileness even tho I m nott alone...but I feel like..why I can't just enjoy like normal people.. everything is so good buttt there is just something wrong with me only .. I can never be happy