Venting

One of my bestfriends send me a text about my ex that I recently broke up with, on August 19 one day after me and him broke up, we are going to call him SJ, (SJ is the guy I’ve talked about before in my entries) SJ sent her a request to follow her and I didn't think anything of it after that because I figured she just didn't accept it because why would she? A couple days after I didn't really think about it until now that her account was private so she would have had to accept it from him to respond any at all to her, and he started liking her posts and In st a gr a m notes, until today I realized that she accepted that friend request that day knowing everything he ever did to me and how he didn't respect me at all, her issue was that she did it out of respect because we were dating but we weren't dating then and if that was the case why would they still be following each other. I feel betrayed but I need to know that you don't think I'm being dramatic about how I feel, I am kinda hurt by it now realizing that every time I told her that if he's bothering her to block him but everytime she just ignored me from august to now. I'm just tired of being walked on and ignored, she can do what she wants at the end of the day but out of respect wouldn't it had made sense that she blocked him, especially after I told her how he was and how he would do anything to try to contact me it didn't take him 24 hours to start acting like that, if I was in her shoes I wouldn't have hesitated to block her ex.

i think I have the right to feel the way I feel, she betrayed me that’s what she did, some people might think I’m being childish and it doesn’t matter but she said she hated him, she never liked him to have respect for him for me, that wasn’t the case at all, I hate to say it but I think she likes the attention she’s getting. Am I in the wrong