What's it all about?

You know I think a lot about small things, it's not like that I neglect things that are big and matter to me, but I am built of the nature that really cares for everyone and everything around myself.

Like I feel very open and calm and at peace where I can be someone who can do a small help in making people laugh,grow and cry sometimes. I sometimes think that I am giving too much of myself, it feels visibly exhausting, but you know, in that zone and time, it's only moment where I truly feel that I am an individual fulfilling soul, and actually living for myself.

I don't know if it's good or bad for me, but it actually works for me and somewhere I think it's a part of me, of my basic identity, empathy, and as a whole, individual, that I am like this only. I'm not saying I am an influencing or inspiring person, who people look upto, but I just am, what i describe, deeply caring in little things and finding absolute senseless invalid meaningless joys even in fall of my life.

I don't know what to ask and why am I writing this diary note, but I just felt to share my deep soul's part that defines me, every moment i live.

Thank you for reading this note.

Goodnight!! ❤️