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Anishb18
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If you believe in aesthetism, you'll understand my situation
Relationship Stress / by Anishb18
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 July 3rd
...See more Hi, it's my first forum, so pls have patience or apologies from me earlier... I just wanna say that all the things that can make me happy and feel fulfilled within myself, i know; but how come I just keep overthinking them at the negative part, and as soon as I encounter a negative result or aspect of any of my own decision, the sole reason to avoid taking that firm decision starts to make disagreement to my heart. Maybe it's because I've been hurt a lot from many people, mostly family members..(I have an elder brother 8 years older than me), and that has happened to my every doing, anything to prove my worth to the close ones, and I've got these negative experiences so bad and so many times (I don't remember if it's countable also), I've completely given over myself, and I've also been there sitting idle where my body feels so number, that you can literally that my heart out and I'll be the same I was before, physically and mentally.... I hope this thread reaches to the right person, telling me that i deserve to be loved too.. I am worthy to contribute good to the world that I'm showing in my each types note via my fingers, not for myself, byt for the one who can truly recognize me.... If you can watch the moon and stars at night and blend in them completely, and get lost in you never ending thoughts till the first ray of sun running towards you in the dawn, by breaking hard cluster of dark clouds, from the sky, you'll know what I can bring to this world.......!! Thanks for reading. Thanks for your patience. You'll be a Rockstar . I know that. Goodnight ❤️
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