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so i am more into time management and goal management and seeking what i should do when and managing better my time.

 so i know i want to learn different things, and i can do a lot of art , 3d, 2d, anatomy, shading, thumbnails, learning skills , even chinese, gym, but its more a fact on how to organize on what things to learn when for how long so i have time for other things like

 social activities, going out, still have a balance, so  i can practice some chinese writting, chinese, so different things, and not be desperate about a one thing when i am like i find pleasure in one thing and it tends to overtake other things. like also watching cartoons, like need to be more careful with my time management so i can be more tactical , and know things should have a limit in how much i dedicate to different things.

 i tend to be ok with learning skills, i always had learned many things and many of which i stopped doing, like violin, singing, i used to do and stopped doing.

 is more the question that at the end of the day i am just hiding under a lot of activities. 

  and being very alone, i even got to got ok with being alone , i learned after many years to adapt. is just that i know i must change things

thanks

i can do certain things cause my family is helping me with money so i have more time to do certain things.

i also have to be more careful with at what time i sleep and so on, to be more regular with my life and look for what i want in life.

at least i do have peace of mind which is good, despite sometimes getting angry for cause in society many things can make you angry, but i am trying not to get angry over nothing.

i admit that is a thing to try.

like stupid car blasting nonsensical music

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looks like music out of a mental hospital... to make you insane.

but so is people chaotic.