Disneywoman's check in
Dec 28th, 2025
I'm stuck on Mom's computer ever since my computer decided to get sick and not wanting to come back on after a power outrage late this afternoon. I hate being on any computer that's not my own because it means the only "Games" I can play is the stupid Soltaire on them. I have no access to computer version of Freezeria which I only recently brought, and I can't play any of my other games on Steam Democracy 4, Crusaders King III, or either of Planet Coasters games.
I'm not allowed to download any games onto my Mom's computer because it's already has problems.
I also spent 3 hours working on a puzzle on my own because Mom was too busy to help me with it baking stuff for tomorrow. And this puzzle is hard.
I was in a bad day all day and the only thing that helped was Staree's appriection post towards me.
And I was really hoping to be able to be playing Freezeria today due to the fact the parents and I are stuck up at Aunt Daisy and Uncle Jake's place tomorrow from 3pm-? Which means leaving here about 1:30pm.
I don't have a smart phone and I run out of spoons normally after supper when I just want to go home to my computer or just want to go home and be comfortable as I can without needing to have "Good clothes" on.
Family Get-togethers
With the exceotpions of the more extended family (Grandpa's siblings or siblings-in-laws) for the more immediate family-Mom, and I haven't missed a single one since these family reunions started happening in summer of '05
My sister has missed a couple (First one she missed was in '05) and Dad missed at least one ( '05) and my other relatives were working, or they're travelling or they're out of the country (Uncle Sake and Aunt Maisy 2) or they live on the other side of the country (Cousin A). Even Uncle Jake has missed a few and its at his place.
I don't go to the extened family get togethers because its at a resturant and Mom knows how I get tired out as it is with just getting together with the immedaite familyl
I don't have a choice to go or not- I have to go because Mom "Doesn't want me to regret not being there for the last one with Grandpa" and I feel like I have an obligation to go because of being a daughter of the eldest child whose also the eldest daughter of Mom's family.
Family Get Together
So we had a family get together it was the 2nd biggest one we had since Christmas of 05 we HAD ALL but 2 of the cousins there as well as missing Uncle Sake (Code name) and his Aunt Maisy. My so Cousin Ruby (not actual name)-gave me her old tablet and once I get my computer back with her help I can finally verify my Youtube channel.
I was chatting a lot there and for once in my life I didn't start to get ants in my pants like I normally do and I didn't need to do any of my normal stuff like I normally do if I'm having ants in my pants wanting to go home.
My relatives also liked the floor plan drawings I did of Grandpa's old house in a smaller town it almost looked like actual floor drawings of the house.
Jan 02/25
=I hate mom's off-color comments about having to wait "75 years" or "225 million years" for my computer when I'm already and sick and tired of being on mom's computer for last 2.5 days!!!!
I also had a tantrum today at the supper because I'm the only one who wants to call the dam store to ask for an update or ask for my computer to be moved to the front of the line because I'm utterly sick and tired of playing (social media games) and I can't play any of my desktop PC games which are my only coping mechism. Not to mention problems with a hunched back because of me having to hunch over Mom's slow-*** notebook computer. I literally had to crawl up half the stairs last 2 nights.
But my Mom just told me to shut up or else I will have to eat somewhere else in my shouting match with Dad. I can't get upset or have another tantrum now because I'm going to bed now. My Dad thinks it's a waste of time to call because the dam store will call when they fixed the problem but the store was backed up with repairs as of Monday.
i mean find the problem.
Sunday Feb 16th
So Mom's church service for today got cancelled on Friday so no one's was there today. So I don't know if I should bother to go into work this week, which due to other reasons (going to see a musical on Wed) wouldn't be until Friday. But if no one's there today what's the point of going to work to "fix up the pews" when the pews don't need fixing because noone's there? Mom says that i should "see what happens" weather wise, but I don't see the point if no one there to mess up the pews? The last people probably in there was mom's choir practice behind the piano on Thursday for what was suppose to be today's church service. I think I should email the OAA (Office Admin Asstistant) to see what she says on Tuesday (tomrrow's a hoilday) about coming in this week
March 16th
I'm really mad at my Mom for wanting Luna to choose the day (Tuesday/Wed) we go to Popeye's when Mom had already promised me that we would do it on Tuesday. Why should Luna get to choose when she's not paying, Mom's not paying, Dad's not paying, I am the one paying and I have waited four weeks and 3 days for it? And that's after week after week there's some excuse or other like "Valentine's day tomorrow" or "you and I are going into Toronto next week" and "March is the pancake supper" and so on. The latest two excuses was "Dad's stress about the house in Toronto Selling or not" and now after Mom had promised me we're going to do it on Tuesday. But as of lunch today she said "Mom wants Luna to pick Tuesday or Wed" and when I told her "if we're not doing it on Tuesday the deal's off" and Mom counter-attacked me about "Do you want to eat in the future?"
Friday May 30th
Today is the 9th day of having no internet at home since last Thursday (We last had internet when Mom and I got home on Wed of last week). We have tried everything on our end we thought it was the modem but it turns out that Bell has accidently disconnected us and neither hooked us back up. I been as patience as I can but due to being on the autism spectrum (ASD) I'm starting to want to throw things at home because this has gone on way too long. I'm been forced to come everyday to the town library except for Sunday when the parents and I had lunch with an Indian family (people who lived across from us) who moved into a new place. I'm think this afternoon I might call Durian Mental Health to talk to someone in real time because I can't keep doing this everything I do requires internet. I might talk to the parents about me spending part of tomorrow afternoon at the arcade to let out some rage without me throwing stuff at home
